I don't noe what's pissing me off.The fact that:

1.I'm sick and feel crappy,

2.I've been so unserious with school lately and forgot to turn in some assignments,

3.I've been failing math,thankfully *A* is helping out,

4.I've been spending too much money on useless and unimportant stuff

..whatever is pissing me off is surely working,cuz I'm so pissed I don't even noe what to do..hiss!

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I can't wait for summer,I miss my siblings

Ummi-My sister-in-crime

Musty-The bug-a-boo and entertainer

Aisha-The girl who wants to be a woman..ASAP

Fatima a.k.a mama-The tomboy and mischeivious one

Kassim-The funny one who claims to be a G

Chouchou-The notorious babe in the house,daddy's darlyn and

Ruffy-Youngest and loveable by all 

If u're my sibling(same mother and father) and I didn't mention u,I apologize,find a place in ur heart,or soul,to forgive me.

Ya Bee-before u kill me,I didn't forget to mention u,thing is u're here at the moment and I'm not really missing u :D:D:D..Did I just hear u curse me? Thnx! love u too!

OK pple,It should be obvious by now that I'm bored,and hopeless.The pain killers are starting to work so I shall now sleep,and dream of umm..something hott!..I dont mean "hott" as in "eherm" o..all u pple with contaminated mind,Samush is still innocent!

Strength

"...I'm twisted cuz one side of me is telling me that I need to move on,on the other side,I wanna break down and cry"-Usher. ..We're humans,we go thru trials and tribulations in our lives.Sometimes the battles we fight in our lives are easy n short,othertimes we feel like WWII got nothin' on the battle we're fighting.If u've been thru this before,give urself a pat on the back for being a strong person. ..When I was young,I thot the meaning of being STRONG was how well I was able to beat up that kid in school,or my ability to bully my bro and make him cry.Growing up I realised being STRONG is being bitchslapped on your right cheek by life,and having the guts to turn in your left cheek for another slap! Being strong I've learned is fixing a smile on ur lips to make ur eyes sparkle,then kneeling before God to cry your heart out!Being strong I've realised is getting a hunchedback by life's burdens but still struggling to stand with a crutch! Being strong is being strong for soooo long that you wake up one day and realise you just need a break!..This is where you break down and cry.Not for what you don't have but what you wish you had.You cry because you don't want to have a reason to cry.You cry because it just feels soooo good and refreshing.After wiping away your tears guess what,you look at the mirror and all you can say is "I am strong,I'll be strong,I can do this".Then you fix that smile once again and keep going!

My Latest Obsession

Mood right now: Xcited(My king is arriving in few hours)
I'm listening to: Wanna be close-Avant
I'm wearing:Blue jeans and white long-sleeved shirt


. :START :.
1. Your gender: F

2. Are you liking someone: No

3. Are you hungry: I'm starving

4. Are you bored: Why else would I be taking this survery?

5. Your birthday: 6th May..Yo!..where are my birthday mates?

6. Age you wish you were: umm..not sure

7. The color of your hair: Blaq

8. Color you wish your hair was: Pink,I guess..

9. The color of your eyes: Brown

10. Got any piercing: Yup

11.Tattoos: None

12. Who do you like: Def. not you

13. Any siblings: A lot

.:HAVE YOU :.

14. Read the newspaper: Yup

15. Get told you're on crack: Yup,You see,I am very weird,I act like some1 who's on drugs :D

16. Talk to strangers: Yup

17. Take walks in the rain: Err..In naija,yea

18. Been out of the country: D-U-H!!

19.Been in love: Lover girl a.k.a Juliet? come on!

20. Gone skinny dipping: Hmm No..

21. Had a surgery: Yup

22. Ran away from home: No,buh I ran away to home :)

23.Been loved: I would like to believe so :)

24. Been on stage: Yeah

25. Slept outdoors: Uh-huh

26. Made a Prank phone call: Yes! Yes!! Yes!!!..

27. Pulled an all-nighter: Yea *sigh*

28. Sleep Walked: Nope

29. Sleep Talked: Nope

30. Cried yourself to sleep: Yup

31. Slept all day: Yup

32.Killed someone: I wouldn't hurt a fly..promish!

22. Been betrayed: Hmm...err...nah..

34. Broken the law: Yeah,downloading,beating the red-light n much more

35. Met a famous person: Yup

36. Been on radio/tv: TV,2wice

37. Shoe brand you prefer: Chucks

38. Wear hats: Sometimes

39. Own 10 pairs of shoes: More

40. Favorite place to shop: Pimkie,Ralph Lauren,Tally Weijl,H&M,C&A,ONLINE :)

41. Comfortable clothing: Pjs or towel

.:BELIEVE IN:.

42.Miracles: Yup

43.Angels: Yup

44. Magic: Nope

45.Ghost: Nope

46. Easter Bunny: Nope, buh the chocolates that come with easter bunnies are the best :D

47. Cupid: Nope

48. Sex before marriage: Nope

49.The death penalty: Depends..

.:RANDOM:.

50.Best friends: They're my angels :)

51. Everyone lies: to some extent

52.Ying and Yang: Some chinese thingy I dont get

53.Love at first sight: Happens

54. What do you find romantic: Everything romantic

RRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrright NOW!!!...n more..

• Mood right now: Bored
• Song listening to right now: Icebox by Omarion
• What you're wearing right now: PJs
• What you wanna eat right now: KFC *smiles*
• Where you wanna be right now: Nigeria,for the love of God
• Who you wanna see right now: Umm..all those pple I'm missing
• What you wanna do right now: Shop,or play with my sidekick,unfortunately,the idiots have refused to deliver it unless I pay the deposit,which I did,dunno why they wont hurry up *hiss*
• Who you wanna kill right now: That person
• What is your dream right now: To leave this country before christmas *sigh*
• What is your wish right now: No man can make my wish come true,alamarin sai Allah

Random Questions

• Most colors in my closet are: Black n Pink
• Favorite hand bag at the moment is: My blaq polo,it doesnt have a zip and it's big so I can dump everything into it :D
• Latest obsession: Macbook,I have joined boobie in loving this laptop
• Favorite shoes: My blaq boots n pink chucks
• Favorite artist: Usher,forever and ever baby!!
• Favorite place to go to: Gym!! *hint:hotta than a flame but i do not know his name*
• Favorite Surah from the Qur'an: Aali-Imran
• Favorite quote: Sorry,what n wa'eva..

...to be continued..

BOREDOM 101

• First Boyfriend/Girlfriend: "K"
• First Thought When Waking Up: (Recently) "Damn that was a weird dream"
• First Word As A Kid: Probably "mama"
• First Thing You Did Today: Took a painkiller
• First Thing You Ate Today: JUNK!!! :D
• First Thing You Drank Today: Fanta
• First Real Heartache: Watching someone I care so much about weep
• First Real Crush: "K"
• First Thing You Wash In The Shower/Bath: My pretty face *wink*
• First Born Child's Name: If it's a girl,then it gotta be Zainab
• Last Person You Talked To: Daddy
• Last Person You Hugged: Err...
• Last Person You Kissed: The girl in the mirror a.k.a myself
• Last Person You Said I Love You To: "U"
• Last Thing You Did: Pee
• Last Thing You Said Outloud: "haha maganin shi"
• Last Thing You Laughed About: Genevieve hid Pat Attah's car keys so he wouldn't goto work
• Last Thing You Cried About: I'm not telling you
• Last Time You Cried: Not long ago
• Last Time You Showered/Bathed: This evening
• Last Time You Went Swimming: Last summer
• Last Song You Heard: Breathless-Shayne Ward
• Last Song You Sang: See above
• Last Person You IMed: "A"
• Last Person To Text You: "S"
• Seen A Shooting Star? Nope
• Encountered A Shark? Nope
• Had Alcohol Poisoning? Sorry,what?!
• Wrecked A Car? Nope
• Met Anyone Famous? Been there,rocked that
• Danced In Front Of A Mirror? Been there,rocked that
• Prank Called The Police? Nah, I dont want drama
• Wanted To Kill Someone? I wanna kill someone right now!!!
• Actually "fallen" For Someone? Head over heels kuwa
• Wanted To Be Famous? Still wanna be
• Loved Someone So Much It Hurt? You have noooooooooooo idea
• Wanted To Die Because You Thought You Had No Purpose To Live? We've all been there before *sigh*
• Say one nice thing about the person that you hate the most: He has guts
• What\'s one place in your hometown that everyone visits at least once? The mosque? lol
• Would you be scared if u sat next 2 sum1 from the middle east on a plane? Thunder fire ur ass! what's that supposed to mean?!? *hiss*
• The one thing that you most looked forward to when becoming a senior? Bullying the juniors,too bad I'm small so they didnt respect me much
• What's the hardest thing that you have had to overcome? Hmm..lots
• Describe your generation. "Yan iska"
• Name one of your nervous habits? RLS a.k.a Restless Leg Syndrome a.k.a shaking your leg when nervous
• Are you faster at typing or texting? Typing,all those years of chatting :D
• Are you famous for anything at school? Yeah,smiling
• What's the coldest weather you have ever experienced? -15°c

ONE WORD SURVEY

• Yourself: Cute
• Your Boyfriend:Sweet
• Your Mother: Ambitious
• Your father: Wise
• Your eyes: Mischeiviously-looking :)
• Your favorite item in the whole world: Camera
• Last night's dream: Disturbing :s
• The room you are in: White
• The sky outside: Grey
• You biggest fear: Pain
• What you look for in a significant other: Personality
• What you are not: Monster

The end..you can now all go back to whateva it was you were doing before wasting your time to read this survery *teehee*..I swear I'm bored,its 6:20am and I've been awake all night reading other people's blogs and watching hilarous pple on x-factor mess up..seriously..what the hell were they thinking? Anyways I admire them for *eherm* getting up the courage to stand before the judges and trying..kudos!

I no longer noe what to talk about..hmm..

akwai matsala..

2 things-Got it from Some1's Blog :D

two names you go by:
-Samira
-Samush
two things you are wearing right now:
-Tank top
-Shorts
two things you want(or have) in a relationship:
-Passion
-Trust
two of your favorite things to do:
-Chat
-Shop
two things you did last night:
-Cry
-Write
two things you ate last night:
-Indomie
-Nuggets
two people you talked to:
-Daddy
-*him*
two things your doing tomorrow:
-Assignments
-Post something to NY
two things you want to buy:
-Sidekick
-Samsung Giorgio Armani
two places you want to go to:
-Nigeria
-UAE
two people no longer alive you like to talk to:
-Mama
-______

BOREDOM

...Gosh!..I'm so bored right now,and I have a slight headache,assignments due and yet to be completed.My life is like a broken bottle of beer *lol*...Nah just kiddin'..



..SO..since I'm bored,I decided to log in here and play around with my blog,I have changed the font colors to correspond with the colorful background...I apologize for the many colors *teehee*..If there's something you can't read just highlight it and it shall be well *amen*

Yeah,this post is offically the most boring ever,I sound dull..and my picture says it all..buh hey,I warned you,or didn't you read the title? It says "boredom"..

..Anyways right now I'm just listening to music from http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QaiZwdU2x4 and chatting with Ahmad and Chupsy.I'm also thinking of working on my 2 papers that're due soon,and that damn group project *o boy*..

..Buh umm...I have a headache,and I'm kinda sleepy..so maybe I'll just sleep.Yeah,sleep first,work later *woot*

Facebook is dry today..I keep refreshing to see if anyone has added any new photos,so far it's only one person..come on pple..I need something to cheer me up..*sigh*

..SO this is not only the most boring post ever,its also very lame..where is the inspiration?

Anyone heard of Ms.Swan? If you dunno what I'm talking about,goto youtube.com and search for "Ms.swan"..I shall not be held responsible for any aching stomachs due to too much laughter.

Another comedian will be Russell Peters,there're new videos on youtube from him..and boy,he's as "humorous" as ever!

OK people..I'll go get busy now,and I'll try to come up with something more interesting next time.

xoxo