Dating and Love

So if you spend five minutes talking to me,you'll know that I'm a sucka for love.(Listen to Sucka for love by Danity Kane). I'm just the type of girl who loves to fall in love,smile for no reason,listen to songs while thinking of him e.t.c..I have been in many relationships,and they all ended badly.What I don't understand is why I never give up,instead I fall again within weeks! Yes,weeks!People always tell me I never learn my lesson,but no matter how hurt I get and how bad the relationship sucked,I still fall.I believe in love,ofcourse it's not easy,it has a lot of downsides,but like I said,I love the whole losing myself in him and us.It worries me that my relationships don't last long.And when I break up with a guy,weeks later you ask me if there's any new guy and I deny it..if you know me well you'll know that I'm lying.I'm ALWAYS in love.Poeple see me as someone who dates for the heck of it,and then leave when it starts to get bad and get someone else but that's not who I am.For starters,I wouldn't date you if I wasn't mad about you.I don't do relationships for lack of better things to do with my time and emotion.I take love seriously,and when I feel like I'm not getting what I want from a relationship and you're not doing anything to give me what I need(nothing sexual),then yes,I'll leave.I always like to fight for it first though,I like to devote myself to the relationship and give it/him everything I've got,so when it's time to let go,I have no regrets,because I know that I tried.And I thank God for giving me the strength and courage to always get up and leave when I'm not being appreciated or cherished.I don't want to be that woman who sits and quietly takes crap from people,I don't like to settle for less,I deserve to love and be loved in return,I deserve to be treated right.I know EXACTLY what I want and I won't stop at NOTHING till I get it.I won't sacrifice my happiness and settle for less when I know there's ALWAYS,always someone out there who'll be more than happy to give me everything I want,all it takes is to go find him..

..So next time I tell you I'm in love with someone else,please don't judge me or criticize me for dating and then breaking up with guys,I just need to find my own,and sitting and wishing for him to appear won't bring him to me,I gotta find my love!..Oh,I just did *grins..Hey I said no judging,but if you must,know that in years to come,I'll be the one with the happy relationship I always wanted and you'll be stuck with the guy who doesn't give a fiddler's fart about you and all you can do is sit and wait for him to change..Goodluck waiting,I can see that time is on your side.



xoxo..lover girl

I <3 Spring

Hey everyone! Kwana biyu ("It's been a minute" in my language)..I'm sure ya'll didn't miss me,I wonder how many people read my blog..hmm
So spring FINALLY came..If you live in a country where you have to go through months of extreme cold weather,many many degrees below zero,having to constantly wear jackets,boots,gloves and scarves,being locked up at home cuz it's too damn cold to step out,then you'll understand how happy I became when spring came.It was like a kid who finally made straight As and got the perfect present at the end of school year.I've been going out alot,all that sexy sunny weather won't go wasted.I'm addicted to icecream and icecream cakes *drools*..I went shopping for colorful tops and jewelry,and I got a new bikini..swimming,here I come! So since I'm always out doing something,I'm beginning to fear that by the time Summer is here,I would have ran out of fun things to do and places to go.So far I've gone to Schoenbrunn(It's that Palace in Vienna that has huge gardens and a Zoo,google it),I went to parks,lunch with the girls,clubbing in my "Wonder Woman" corset as my baby called it,and I even went to a department store to look at washing machines cuz mine won't work anymore.I didn't buy a new one though,I just needed a reason to step out of the house *hehe*..My dad is coming to see me next week *woot*..should be fun seeing him after months,going shopping with him (bless your soul and wallet father) and being pampered by him.He won't stay long but he'll be coming back for my 21st birthday in 3 weeks,I love my daddy!..So here are a few pictures from Spring,enjoy and hope ya'll are having a nice spring-ish beautiful weather filled with fun and love!