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I know..I know..I've written about Love many times before,I just can't help it,blame my heart.And please,listen to me,Lol..For the first time in my life I'm experiencing a different kind of love,I can't explain,I can just tell.And it feels really really good.He's got me doing things I would never do,my heart skips a bit just by thinking about him *blush*..So I tried to sit down,think and analyze why this time is different from all the other times or why he is different from all the other guys but I didn't succeed.All I know is that he ALWAYS knows the right things to say or do.I never have to ask for anything because he gives me what I want and need.I don't have to do much because he understands that it's I and him in the relationship so it's both our responsibility to make it work..God knows I've always wanted this and finally..I found it & him *blush again*..Our relationship reminds me of Dawn and Que from Making the Band.

I'll explain why,Dawn is someone who has gone through a lot of hardship and heartache in her life,and she's had to put up with guys who didn't know how to be "the man" in their relationship,so basically she was the one who was always trying to make things work and make her man happy without getting much in return.Then she finally founds Que,or rather..Que finds her,sees the strength and beauty in her and takes it upon himself to be her Superman *cough*..The whole story is cheesy but beautiful,and I can relate to them.There's a video where Que does something nice for Dawn that it touches her heart and she confesses to him that she's never been that happy with a guy before because no guy has ever given or shown her that much love.

I understand why the little things her man does would make her smile,because it's what she wants and finally she has it.In the video there's where she says something about how women sometimes settle for less when they have the opportunity to get that guy or relationship/marriage they want.Every woman deserves to be treated right,well apart from the evil ones but you get what I mean.I really don't like settling for second and like I always say,no matter how much I love you if you're not giving me your all or treating me like I deserve to be treated then I'm gonna drop you like its hot and keep looking for what I want.

Watch video here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9PbTaIaC7Xg

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..So the last time I blogged was in July? Damn..blame it on way too many things happening and way too little time to blog about them..

Summer is going by so fast it's not even funny,I wish it would stay for a few more months because this year I really don't feel like facing Winter at all. But I'm glad I had lotsa beautiful days of sunshine,love and fun with friends and family..Speaking of family,my fam came from home to spend the rest of Summer with me.I was thrilled,didn't realize how much I missed them till I spotted them in the airport *tear*..The plan was to spend as much time as I could with them because I had a major surgery coming up.So we went to the theme parks,boat riding,dinner at Chinese and shopping..there's no Summer vacation without shopping.And on days when we didn't go out or nights when we couldn't sleep,we played Nintendo Wii in the sitting room.I especially enjoyed bonding with my teenage lil sis,she's so excited about growing up and she loves responsibilities.

My two youngest siblings were always dragging me to the parks so they could get on the swings..Ok I admit I love swings too and I don't mind taking them everyday,the problem was when it was time to leave,they cried all the way home,I guess we're all suckers for swings..And before I forget,my 2 year old brother loooooves lipgloss! Don't ask me why or how but he does.First time I noticed was when he walked into the sitting room and I asked,"Ruffy what's that shiny thing on your lips?"..And he responded with "lipglossh"..I couldn't help but laugh,I tried to explain to him that boys don't wear lipgloss but homeboy wouldn't listen,it got to a point where I had to start hiding my lipgloss because they were always in his pockets and he wouldn't let me or anyone have them.

August 17 came and I had to go into surgery so it was bye-bye chilling and hello another battle to fight.Part of me was scared but the other part was calm because I knew I had done this too many times before and the only choice I had was to survive,so I did ;)..I got discharged 12 days after surgery and my Dad came..He's still here chilling and putting me on house arrest because we all know the only thing that can bring me down is pain and since I'm not in pain,I'll probably be out all day when I shouldn't be.So far he's not doing his job well as he has taken me shopping twice already :D





So I think that's that..Gonna go enjoy the rest of the sunny days before it's officially Fall,windy and cold..Hope everyone had a beautiful Summer..ex.oh