Do You Know?

~Do you know what it feels like to go to bed worried about whether or not you'd live to see morning?

~Do you know what it feels like to wake up and burst into tears because you've been given another chance,another day? Grateful for that?

~Do you know what it feels like to hear doctors say you can't make it and there's no hope?

~Do you know what it feels like to stay strong when the odds are high?

~Do you know what it feels like to be haunted by your past, unhappy with your present and uncertain about the future? Do you?!

~Do you know what it feels like to smile when all you really wanna do is break down and cry?

~Do you know what it feels like to have your neck and back ache from being too weak and bended by life's burdens?

~Do you know what it feels like when the only people you can relate too are those suffering and not happy people?

~Do you know what it feels like to question everyone's loyalty in your life? Afraid they might not stand by you?

~Do you know what it feels like to wake up in the morning and realize everyone who promised to be there walked out and left?

~Do you know what it feels like to wonder if God is still there? To beg Him not to let go?

~Do you know what it feels like to lose faith and feel so lost?

~Do you know what it feels like to pray with all your heart that the end of your suffering will be here,and not death? Do you?!

"You know nothing about my life,what I've been through,what I'm going through,and what my struggle is all about"