Hola!!

Merry Christmas People!..I'm still waiting for presents,can never get enough..

So what is everyone doing for New Year?I still have no idea what I'll be doing,but whatever it is,should be fun aye?

Speaking of New Year,I pray it's gonna be better than all the past years..it's time to be stronger,better and harder..it's time to be free..if you know what I mean..

So goodbye to 2008,all its drama and heartache..and hello 2009!!

Hola!!!

I've been running away from blogging for a while now cuz umm..I'm too lazy to sit,think and blog and I have no idea what to blog about.So i've been going around reading other people's blogs and chilling.."Chilling" has now become my favorite word,not that I'm really chilling,well I sorta am,buh cuz I just don't know what to say when I'm asked what I've been upto.It's easier to just say "I'm chilling",doesn't matter whether its true or not.Hey I don't owe you xplanations now,do I?..ahh well.I've been sleeping,eating,hanging out,watching movies,and what not,so yea I'm chilling.On the other hand,I've been down,bored,stressed and frustrated.And no,I can't tell you why,cuz there's no cause for control,everything is under alarm! LOL kidding,buh you get my point,I'm all good now and taking things easy,amen to having a super duper boyfriend and amazing friends.So back to what I've been upto,let's start from movies.I watched:

*Kung Fu Panda.It's the funniest movie I've watched in like forever!! So hilarious,unless you have a wacky sense of humor(no offense).

*Hancock.Will Smith,I love Will Smith.He's always funny even when he's being serious and all.Many people claimed Hancock was disappointing buh I LOVED IT!!..First time I went to the cinema and almost fell outta my chair from laughing!

*Made of Honor.It was ok,hilarious as well.

..Can't remember what other movie I watched,urs truly still suffers from CRS! *hehe

UEFA EURO 2008 came and went.It would have been cool,if only I wasn't living in the country that hosted it.Austria decided to punish me and host this event.Well I enjoyed the whole football spirit buh come on!! The fans were soo loud and annoying.There were nights when I couldn't sleep.I'm glad Spain won,and I'm glad it's all over.Now Summer can begin!! 

I don't have much plans for summer,as usual,buh I'm hoping to have fun.What am I saying? I've BEEN having fun!..from going to the pool,to shopping(yes my daddy came,and he spoilt me),to just hanging out,to umm..being lazy.I'm hoping to see my siblings in the first week of August,dunno why they're dragging their feet and taking their time,can't understand why they won't just get on the plane and come see me.Guess I'll just have to wait,not that I have a choice.I'm also moving to a new apartment,I'm excited and looking forward to it.I love moving,but I hate packing,yup I'm lazy and I'm proud of it!!

                                        !!!NOW THE GOOD NEWS!!!

My sis,who is obsessed with perfumes,woke up one morning and decided she wanted a fragrance line.I thought she was kidding,till I saw her go out and come back with different bottles of scents.Next thing I know she's mixing them all up to create her own scents.Impressive u'd say,buh not when I have to sniff/smell every single concoction and then give her a feedback on whether or not it's a good mix.After turning my apartment into a lab,she decided to get signed up and make her own perfume.So BeeLoved Fragrances is coming out soon,Habibah Sanusi is doing it big.I shall update you when they hit the stores!

So ladies and gentlemen,I think that's all for now.Enjoy ur summer!

Babygirl is 20!

That's right..I turned 20 on the 6th..no not 6th april,6th May..and u call urself my friend,hiss!..anyways it was one sexy day..I got flowers and chocolates from my dad,who by the way is a million miles away from me..bless him!..I had dinner in Al fayrooz, the food was lovely I had to go back days after my birthday to eat some more..there was Icecream cake *drools* and umm...what else? gifts,yea gifts. Thank u my loves,I lovers u!..n thnx to everyone who bothered to send me a birthday message/wish on facebook, sms me, or call me,and a kiss to those who came to my dinner. For those who wanted to come buh cudnt..dont worry..everyday is my birthday, because I am a new person everyday. So holler at me when u ready and we'll celebrate all over again,its allowed,dont be giving me that weird look jare!..I still dont feel 20 tho..not sure how 20 feels..so ima let u noe when I start to notice any changes. I was about to say(type) something..but I suffer from CRS(can't remember sh*t)..so u'll have to wait for me to remember.

I is Back..

..from the land of laziness and umm..way too many assignments? oui!

"Opinions are like a**holes, everybody's got one and everyone thinks everyone else's stinks"..I am about to give my opinion on an issue,if you dont like it,it's ur problem,I dont give a rat's a**..

..Nigerians and their languages .. I have been trying to understand for long why Nigerians don't like to speak their language,or why they feel ashamed of speaking their own mother tongue,I find it sad.I noe the official language in Nigeria is English..but what happened to speaking ur own mother tongue at home or in unofficial places? eh.. I understand that there're people who can't speak their mother tongue cuz their parents didn't teach them, and there're other people who can speak their language,but are ashamed(especially the hausas,yes feel free to shoot me dead). And then, there are those that can speak their mother tongues but just can't be bothered, whateva category u fall in, give urself a pat on the back,but do not criticize me for being different! 

     Do not call me local or malo just cuz I choose to say something in my OWN language instead of English! Dont look down on me just cuz I choose to speak it!Do not roll ur eyes at me just cuz I refuse to roll my tongue like the Americans or British. Do not shake ur head and act like I'm pathetic just cuz I'm not like u! I love my mother tongue, not cuz I grew up speaking it at home, but cuz Hausa is WHO I AM. I dont have anything against English, I just dont understand why Nigerians are ashamed of speaking their mother tongues but feel on top of the world when speaking English. I don't see the Italians trying to look good with Arabic, and I dont see the point of you a Nigerian trying to look cool with other languages but your mother tongue..where is ur pride? seriously!..

     Anyways I'm done with u, it's a free world right? everyone is allowed to speak their choice of language, and every parent is allowed to say "hey,i cannot be bothered teaching my kids their mother tongue,let them speak english",but I am also allowed to speak my hot and sexy hausa.And I choose to speak it,and guess what? there's nothing you can do about it.Call me a retard for reading hausa books and listening to Saadu Bori,I'll look for a name for u for feeling big with English novels and obsessing about 50cent and the likes of him. I'm not perfect in speaking Hausa but I'm still proud of it being my language,if you have a problem with that,fix it! If you cannot stand it when I say something in Hausa and it sounds local to ur ears,then sit the f**k down! 

     May God bless the next person who'll have the balls to tell me I am malo or local for speaking hausa, I'll unload my anger and explode on u,and trust me,you dont wanna see that happen..so lets do it this way,you choose to look good with whateva language it is, and I feel special and sexy with my hausa. Otherwise?..tuh ni dai na fada nawa! 

P.S- No offense to anyone and no fingers pointed at anyone :)

Accent: I'm not sure,I have too many!

Booze: None

Chores I Hate: Anything to do with the kitchen

Dogs/Cats: None,I'm phobic to animals

Essential Electronics: My Camera

Favourite Perfume: Christina Aguilera(at the moment)

Gold/Silver: White Gold 

Hometown: Kt

Insomnia: Been awake all night,it's 11am,and I'm ready to go out,insomnia much?

Job title: Eating junk food and spending my father's money,oh and getting an education.Did I forget to mention falling in love?

Kids: Got none,hope to have some

Living arrangements: I'll answer this question in 5 years

Most admired trait: Purrrsonality..(I'm insane,its lack of sleep,i apologize)

Overnight hospital stays:Plenty Plenty times.I lost count

Phobia: Animals & pain

Quote: "U neva miss ur water till ur well runs dry"

Religion: Islam

Siblings: About 8 of them

Time I usually awake: Wheneva my royal self feels like

Unusual talent: To love

Vegetable I refuse to eat: All of them

Worst habit: RLS

X-rays: Are kinda fun to look at,I'm weird,deal wit it!

Yummy foods I make: If it's junk,then it's yummy

Zodiac sign: Taurus

A Broken Heart

Samush: My heart is broken *sniff*

Anonymous: Don't tell me he dumped you

"Heartbreak"-I am yet to figure out why people think this phrase can only and should only be related to disappointments and betrayals from relationships.Maybe it's because today when our loved ones hurt us,mostly partners,the only phrase we can think of that will clearly define how much we hurt inside is "my heart is broken".Well I refuse to join the crowd.I believe the only way my partner can break my heart is to rip my chest open,take out my heart,shred it into pieces and close me up.Only then,will I have a broken heart from a relationship.All you people who whine about how bad that person broke your heart,puh-lease give me a break! I'm sure if we goto a doctor right now he'll consider your "broken heart" fit enough to run a million miles. *No offense*

..So onto why I chose this topic,and why I'm blabbing about hearts breaking.I'm here to tell you that my heart is broken.Yes,after all the rantings and criticism about heartbreaks,turns out my own heart is in pieces,bits,shreds,call it whatever!Before you start rolling your eyes and concluding I've gone nuts,let me explain.It's not a guy,it's not a relationship,it's not love,it's LIFE!..

I'm gonna go ahead and change the topic of this post from "A broken heart" to "Memories you can't ditch".Life,I can't explain what life is,but one thing I know for sure is that life is beautiful.Like a white rose,so pure and innocent.Life is also two-faced,because just when you're not looking,it turns around and bitchslaps you so hard you forget what that beautiful,pure and innocent white rose looks like.In life,there are good moments,love,laughter,peace and chocolates!..and then there is hurt,hatred,war,and sickness.The list goes on for both the good and bad sides of life.And at one point in our lives,we must experience a bit of both sides.We experience the good side of life,get too comfortable to the extent that we forget,or don't know what the other side feels like.And then,WHAM!!..Out of nowhere,we get slapped so hard we fall to our knees.This is where we start to wonder,"que la fuck?!?".

Going through hardships is part of life,we experience alot,we learn,we grow up,we mature,we get stronger and wiser.And after we succeed in crossing the damn bridge,we have to deal with the memories we're left with.

..This is where the problem lies.Just when we think we've got it all,we realize there's still work to do.Isn't that annoying?Picture fixing a pipe,and just when you are done fixing the pipe,you find out that something just ain't right,then you proceed to look for where the hole is,so that you can fix everything back together.We go through terrible things,and then we have to deal with the memories,and that's not so easy,especially for people like your homegirl Samush!..

I have so many bad and hurting memories that I don't even know where or how to start dealing with them.I'm not even sure whether or not to deal with them.So I ignore them,and pretend they don't exist.I remind myself that there're people out there who have gone through worse situations than I have,and they're doing well.So why can't I do the same?.Instead of dealing with my memories,I just ignore them,wear my stunnaz,and daydream of beautiful things.I bottle up everything inside,not stopping to let some of the pain out to ease the burden on my chest.I forget my heart is broken,I forget I'm hurting.I don't even pay attention to what I'm feeling because I'm too busy listening to other people's problems.I cannot sit and deal with my own issues because I can wait,because right now,someone needs me.The memories stay with me,hurting me,breaking my heart,causing me pain,but I don't open up.

I don't know how to open up,I don't know how to pour out what's in my heart.I don't know how to describe the images from the memories.I don't know how to depict the pain and the tears and the helplessness.I don't know who'll understand my pain.I don't know who'll help me deal with my memories.So I just dont bother,instead of dealing with my own memories,and fixing my broken heart,I stand as a shoulder to others.I give words of encouragement,and help them to turn that frown into a smile,and like always,I ignore my own self,the disturbing memories,the broken heart,and pretend like it's just not there!..and then I ask myself,"Oh samush,why can't you help your own self?".

..It would have been great if we could ditch our memories,too bad we'll only be kidding ourselves.It's like they are here to stay with us,and no matter how hard we try,we can't get rid of them.We either deal with them,or ignore them,like me.The puzzling part is,those memories are what reminds us of what we've been through,how far we've come,what we've become,and what we need to become.Without those memories,we'd be lost,and probably empty like a winter without snow.In as much as these memories are guides to us,they're also mean and hurt like hell,and if We(I) can't find a way to deal with them and open up,then may God help our broken hearts and painful memories.

*Inspiration from-Dawn(Danity Kane)

*Motivation from-Boobie

1. What time did you get up this morning? 7.00a.m                                                                                                                             

2. Diamonds or pearls? A bit of both

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Rambo

4. What is your favorite TV show? At the moment,its Making the Band 4

5. What do you usually have for breakfast? What is "breakfast"? :s

6. What is your middle name? Samush? hehe..No Haruna aint my middle name,its my father's name

7. What food do you dislike? Fruits & Veggies 

8. What is your favorite CD at moment? Confessions-Usher

9. What kind of car do you drive? Black Maybach

10. Favorite sandwich? The one with chicken,dunno wat its called,chicken sandwich? Oh well..

11. What characteristic do you despise? Bitchy and Conceited

12. Favorite item of clothing? Umm..I guess I'll say my blue jeans

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Wherever my friends or family are

14. Favorite brand of clothing? RL,H&M,Pimkie etc

15. Where would you retire to? Seychelles!

16. What was your most recent memorable birthday? 18th Icecream party

17. Favorite sport to watch? I don't watch sports

18. Furthest place you are sending this? Who said I was sending this?

19. Person you expect to send it back first? Didn't u hear what I just said? *hiss*

Wonder what happened to 20?  No cuz I ate number 20

21. When is your birthday? May 6th

22. Are you a morning person or a night person? You don't wanna c me in the morning,my face gets extra cheeks and I pout,dat being said,we can now conclude dat I'm a night person

23. What is your shoe size? EU 37/38

24. Pets? Puh-lease,I'm phobic to animals

25. One thing someone does not know about you? I can turn from a sweety to a mean person if u step on my toes

26. What did you want to be when you were little? A doctor

27. How are you today? Fine 

28. What is your favorite candy? Chocolate 

29. What is your favorite flower? Red & pink roses

30. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to? May 6th

32. What is your full name? Go figure

33. What are you listening to right now? Showtsoppin'-Danity kane

34. What was the last thing you ate?  Nuttin'

35. Do you wish on stars? No

36. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Hott pink

37. How is the weather right now? Warm

38. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Baby

39. Favorite soft drink? Coke

40. Favorite restaurant? Lemon Grass(chinese) and Salon Grill

41. Hair color? Blaq

42. What was your favorite toy as a child? My story books

43. Summer or winter? How about spring?

44. Hugs or kisses?  Totally depends on the person giving them.

45. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Chocolate in general, vanilla in ice cream

46. Coffee or tea? Fruit tea

47. Do you want your friends to email you back? No,I prefer they facebook me,or IM me,or sms me,or call me

49. What is under your bed? You don't wanna noe

50. What did you do last night? Umm I slept

51. What are you afraid of? Pain

52. SALTY OR SWEET? Sweet

53. How many keys on your key ring? 3 - Main door,mailbox,apartment door

54. How many years at your current job? I dont work

55. Favorite day of the week? Friday 

56. How many towns have you lived in and list them? Umm..Jos,Lagos,Abuja,Jeddah,Graz,Tannheim,Vienna

57. Do you make friends easily? Yea,I'm shy tho

58. How many people will you send this to? I'm not sending

I don't noe what's pissing me off.The fact that:

1.I'm sick and feel crappy,

2.I've been so unserious with school lately and forgot to turn in some assignments,

3.I've been failing math,thankfully *A* is helping out,

4.I've been spending too much money on useless and unimportant stuff

..whatever is pissing me off is surely working,cuz I'm so pissed I don't even noe what to do..hiss!

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I can't wait for summer,I miss my siblings

Ummi-My sister-in-crime

Musty-The bug-a-boo and entertainer

Aisha-The girl who wants to be a woman..ASAP

Fatima a.k.a mama-The tomboy and mischeivious one

Kassim-The funny one who claims to be a G

Chouchou-The notorious babe in the house,daddy's darlyn and

Ruffy-Youngest and loveable by all 

If u're my sibling(same mother and father) and I didn't mention u,I apologize,find a place in ur heart,or soul,to forgive me.

Ya Bee-before u kill me,I didn't forget to mention u,thing is u're here at the moment and I'm not really missing u :D:D:D..Did I just hear u curse me? Thnx! love u too!

OK pple,It should be obvious by now that I'm bored,and hopeless.The pain killers are starting to work so I shall now sleep,and dream of umm..something hott!..I dont mean "hott" as in "eherm" o..all u pple with contaminated mind,Samush is still innocent!

Strength

"...I'm twisted cuz one side of me is telling me that I need to move on,on the other side,I wanna break down and cry"-Usher. ..We're humans,we go thru trials and tribulations in our lives.Sometimes the battles we fight in our lives are easy n short,othertimes we feel like WWII got nothin' on the battle we're fighting.If u've been thru this before,give urself a pat on the back for being a strong person. ..When I was young,I thot the meaning of being STRONG was how well I was able to beat up that kid in school,or my ability to bully my bro and make him cry.Growing up I realised being STRONG is being bitchslapped on your right cheek by life,and having the guts to turn in your left cheek for another slap! Being strong I've learned is fixing a smile on ur lips to make ur eyes sparkle,then kneeling before God to cry your heart out!Being strong I've realised is getting a hunchedback by life's burdens but still struggling to stand with a crutch! Being strong is being strong for soooo long that you wake up one day and realise you just need a break!..This is where you break down and cry.Not for what you don't have but what you wish you had.You cry because you don't want to have a reason to cry.You cry because it just feels soooo good and refreshing.After wiping away your tears guess what,you look at the mirror and all you can say is "I am strong,I'll be strong,I can do this".Then you fix that smile once again and keep going!

My Latest Obsession

Mood right now: Xcited(My king is arriving in few hours)
I'm listening to: Wanna be close-Avant
I'm wearing:Blue jeans and white long-sleeved shirt


. :START :.
1. Your gender: F

2. Are you liking someone: No

3. Are you hungry: I'm starving

4. Are you bored: Why else would I be taking this survery?

5. Your birthday: 6th May..Yo!..where are my birthday mates?

6. Age you wish you were: umm..not sure

7. The color of your hair: Blaq

8. Color you wish your hair was: Pink,I guess..

9. The color of your eyes: Brown

10. Got any piercing: Yup

11.Tattoos: None

12. Who do you like: Def. not you

13. Any siblings: A lot

.:HAVE YOU :.

14. Read the newspaper: Yup

15. Get told you're on crack: Yup,You see,I am very weird,I act like some1 who's on drugs :D

16. Talk to strangers: Yup

17. Take walks in the rain: Err..In naija,yea

18. Been out of the country: D-U-H!!

19.Been in love: Lover girl a.k.a Juliet? come on!

20. Gone skinny dipping: Hmm No..

21. Had a surgery: Yup

22. Ran away from home: No,buh I ran away to home :)

23.Been loved: I would like to believe so :)

24. Been on stage: Yeah

25. Slept outdoors: Uh-huh

26. Made a Prank phone call: Yes! Yes!! Yes!!!..

27. Pulled an all-nighter: Yea *sigh*

28. Sleep Walked: Nope

29. Sleep Talked: Nope

30. Cried yourself to sleep: Yup

31. Slept all day: Yup

32.Killed someone: I wouldn't hurt a fly..promish!

22. Been betrayed: Hmm...err...nah..

34. Broken the law: Yeah,downloading,beating the red-light n much more

35. Met a famous person: Yup

36. Been on radio/tv: TV,2wice

37. Shoe brand you prefer: Chucks

38. Wear hats: Sometimes

39. Own 10 pairs of shoes: More

40. Favorite place to shop: Pimkie,Ralph Lauren,Tally Weijl,H&M,C&A,ONLINE :)

41. Comfortable clothing: Pjs or towel

.:BELIEVE IN:.

42.Miracles: Yup

43.Angels: Yup

44. Magic: Nope

45.Ghost: Nope

46. Easter Bunny: Nope, buh the chocolates that come with easter bunnies are the best :D

47. Cupid: Nope

48. Sex before marriage: Nope

49.The death penalty: Depends..

.:RANDOM:.

50.Best friends: They're my angels :)

51. Everyone lies: to some extent

52.Ying and Yang: Some chinese thingy I dont get

53.Love at first sight: Happens

54. What do you find romantic: Everything romantic

RRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrright NOW!!!...n more..

• Mood right now: Bored
• Song listening to right now: Icebox by Omarion
• What you're wearing right now: PJs
• What you wanna eat right now: KFC *smiles*
• Where you wanna be right now: Nigeria,for the love of God
• Who you wanna see right now: Umm..all those pple I'm missing
• What you wanna do right now: Shop,or play with my sidekick,unfortunately,the idiots have refused to deliver it unless I pay the deposit,which I did,dunno why they wont hurry up *hiss*
• Who you wanna kill right now: That person
• What is your dream right now: To leave this country before christmas *sigh*
• What is your wish right now: No man can make my wish come true,alamarin sai Allah

Random Questions

• Most colors in my closet are: Black n Pink
• Favorite hand bag at the moment is: My blaq polo,it doesnt have a zip and it's big so I can dump everything into it :D
• Latest obsession: Macbook,I have joined boobie in loving this laptop
• Favorite shoes: My blaq boots n pink chucks
• Favorite artist: Usher,forever and ever baby!!
• Favorite place to go to: Gym!! *hint:hotta than a flame but i do not know his name*
• Favorite Surah from the Qur'an: Aali-Imran
• Favorite quote: Sorry,what n wa'eva..

...to be continued..

BOREDOM 101

• First Boyfriend/Girlfriend: "K"
• First Thought When Waking Up: (Recently) "Damn that was a weird dream"
• First Word As A Kid: Probably "mama"
• First Thing You Did Today: Took a painkiller
• First Thing You Ate Today: JUNK!!! :D
• First Thing You Drank Today: Fanta
• First Real Heartache: Watching someone I care so much about weep
• First Real Crush: "K"
• First Thing You Wash In The Shower/Bath: My pretty face *wink*
• First Born Child's Name: If it's a girl,then it gotta be Zainab
• Last Person You Talked To: Daddy
• Last Person You Hugged: Err...
• Last Person You Kissed: The girl in the mirror a.k.a myself
• Last Person You Said I Love You To: "U"
• Last Thing You Did: Pee
• Last Thing You Said Outloud: "haha maganin shi"
• Last Thing You Laughed About: Genevieve hid Pat Attah's car keys so he wouldn't goto work
• Last Thing You Cried About: I'm not telling you
• Last Time You Cried: Not long ago
• Last Time You Showered/Bathed: This evening
• Last Time You Went Swimming: Last summer
• Last Song You Heard: Breathless-Shayne Ward
• Last Song You Sang: See above
• Last Person You IMed: "A"
• Last Person To Text You: "S"
• Seen A Shooting Star? Nope
• Encountered A Shark? Nope
• Had Alcohol Poisoning? Sorry,what?!
• Wrecked A Car? Nope
• Met Anyone Famous? Been there,rocked that
• Danced In Front Of A Mirror? Been there,rocked that
• Prank Called The Police? Nah, I dont want drama
• Wanted To Kill Someone? I wanna kill someone right now!!!
• Actually "fallen" For Someone? Head over heels kuwa
• Wanted To Be Famous? Still wanna be
• Loved Someone So Much It Hurt? You have noooooooooooo idea
• Wanted To Die Because You Thought You Had No Purpose To Live? We've all been there before *sigh*
• Say one nice thing about the person that you hate the most: He has guts
• What\'s one place in your hometown that everyone visits at least once? The mosque? lol
• Would you be scared if u sat next 2 sum1 from the middle east on a plane? Thunder fire ur ass! what's that supposed to mean?!? *hiss*
• The one thing that you most looked forward to when becoming a senior? Bullying the juniors,too bad I'm small so they didnt respect me much
• What's the hardest thing that you have had to overcome? Hmm..lots
• Describe your generation. "Yan iska"
• Name one of your nervous habits? RLS a.k.a Restless Leg Syndrome a.k.a shaking your leg when nervous
• Are you faster at typing or texting? Typing,all those years of chatting :D
• Are you famous for anything at school? Yeah,smiling
• What's the coldest weather you have ever experienced? -15°c

ONE WORD SURVEY

• Yourself: Cute
• Your Boyfriend:Sweet
• Your Mother: Ambitious
• Your father: Wise
• Your eyes: Mischeiviously-looking :)
• Your favorite item in the whole world: Camera
• Last night's dream: Disturbing :s
• The room you are in: White
• The sky outside: Grey
• You biggest fear: Pain
• What you look for in a significant other: Personality
• What you are not: Monster

The end..you can now all go back to whateva it was you were doing before wasting your time to read this survery *teehee*..I swear I'm bored,its 6:20am and I've been awake all night reading other people's blogs and watching hilarous pple on x-factor mess up..seriously..what the hell were they thinking? Anyways I admire them for *eherm* getting up the courage to stand before the judges and trying..kudos!

I no longer noe what to talk about..hmm..

akwai matsala..

2 things-Got it from Some1's Blog :D

two names you go by:
-Samira
-Samush
two things you are wearing right now:
-Tank top
-Shorts
two things you want(or have) in a relationship:
-Passion
-Trust
two of your favorite things to do:
-Chat
-Shop
two things you did last night:
-Cry
-Write
two things you ate last night:
-Indomie
-Nuggets
two people you talked to:
-Daddy
-*him*
two things your doing tomorrow:
-Assignments
-Post something to NY
two things you want to buy:
-Sidekick
-Samsung Giorgio Armani
two places you want to go to:
-Nigeria
-UAE
two people no longer alive you like to talk to:
-Mama
-______

BOREDOM

...Gosh!..I'm so bored right now,and I have a slight headache,assignments due and yet to be completed.My life is like a broken bottle of beer *lol*...Nah just kiddin'..



..SO..since I'm bored,I decided to log in here and play around with my blog,I have changed the font colors to correspond with the colorful background...I apologize for the many colors *teehee*..If there's something you can't read just highlight it and it shall be well *amen*

Yeah,this post is offically the most boring ever,I sound dull..and my picture says it all..buh hey,I warned you,or didn't you read the title? It says "boredom"..

..Anyways right now I'm just listening to music from http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QaiZwdU2x4 and chatting with Ahmad and Chupsy.I'm also thinking of working on my 2 papers that're due soon,and that damn group project *o boy*..

..Buh umm...I have a headache,and I'm kinda sleepy..so maybe I'll just sleep.Yeah,sleep first,work later *woot*

Facebook is dry today..I keep refreshing to see if anyone has added any new photos,so far it's only one person..come on pple..I need something to cheer me up..*sigh*

..SO this is not only the most boring post ever,its also very lame..where is the inspiration?

Anyone heard of Ms.Swan? If you dunno what I'm talking about,goto youtube.com and search for "Ms.swan"..I shall not be held responsible for any aching stomachs due to too much laughter.

Another comedian will be Russell Peters,there're new videos on youtube from him..and boy,he's as "humorous" as ever!

OK people..I'll go get busy now,and I'll try to come up with something more interesting next time.

xoxo

sOnGzZz..

I am officially obsessed with these songs..The more obsessed I become,the more I add songs here,so be sure to check back *wink*

• Usher-Bedtime & You Got it Bad
• Christina Aguilera-I turn to you


• Omarion-O


• Leona Lewis-Bleeding Love


• J.Holiday-Suffocate


• Jay Sean-Why Cry


• The Dream-Shawty is a 10


• Nameless-Sinzia


• Olu Maintain-YahOOOOOOoooze!


• Tyrese-One


• Trey Songz-Can't Help But Wait & Gotta Go


• M.H-So Right For Me


• Tokio Hotel-Schrei & Durch Den Monsun


• Omarion-Impossible


• Alicia Keys-No One


• Westlife-Queen of My Heart


• Rihanna-Umbrella


• Green day-Boulevard of Broken Dreams & Wake Me Up When September Ends


• Hinder-Lips of An Angel


• BSB-Inconsolable


• MTB4-I Want You Exclusive


• Bobby V-Cant Wait Til Later

Let's wrap this up..!

Hi People,I swear I miss "you" wallahi *lol*

So how many of you have noticed that I smile too much,whether in person or online..It's like my lips were made for smiling..I remember in Germany when I was nicknamed "smiling Samira"..I thot it was the most embarrassing name ever..buh it didnt stop me from smiling *lol*..When I chat online i'm either "lol" or typing this ":)"..oh well..I think it's also cool that I am able to put a smile on my face no matter what happens to me..cuz in a world loosing hope,we need to smile,put our heads up,and look the world in its eyes :)..so bck to what I came to do here

Where did I stop in my previous post? Winter break huh? and New Year..It was a blast man,sadly its now all over and there aint much to look forward to.So Ya Bee(my sis) came over for the holidays from Coventry,and then Musty(my Bro) and Uncle J came over from Nigeria..They brought "naman sallah"..speaking of that,I have to goto the kitchen and put some in the microwave..anyways,it was a full blast cuz we played "Ludo",we would have played "Whot" too if only Musty didnt forget to buy it *hiss*..I cooked dinner twice :D..and everyone enjoyed it,buh NO..I'm not doing it again..We went shopping,I think almost everyday..it was crazy..We chilled both at home and out,went to the movies and watched "The Golden Compass"..enough gulma spilled..dont be opening your ears,you wont hear any!..

New Year..*woohoo*..I cant believe its now 2008!..What happened to the 80's when we rocked and rolled,did the whole afro thingy you know..OK so you think I dont know anything about the 80's cuz I was born in 88 buh dude,when I was your age,pluto was still a planet so show some respect ok?!..Anyways..on New Year's Eve,we went to "Rathaus"(Vienna City Hall) for the countdown..Boy it was so freaking cold you have noooo idea..and we were there in the open place 3 hours till New Year,watching this boring Opera going on,dont get me wrong,the women wore nice dresses and sang well..buh nah..NOT MY THING!..so cuz the Opera was dry,and it was 3 hours till New Year,we decided to goto "Stephansplatz" and see what's going on there..Its basically a square with shops and the big Church.There were many people throwing fire crackers which was sad cuz it wasnt time yet,buh oh well..we needed some fun cuz we were all freezing and kinda bored..Anyways it was finally 12..popped some champagne(not really lol) hugged,kissed,grinned and bolted for the nearest train station for home *phew*

So umm..I cant believe I'm growing so fast,well not really buh that's how I feel..I mean I'm gonna be 20 this year.The amazing part is people mistake me for a 15 year old cuz I'm small,and I secretly like this cuz:
1.I don't have to worry about being overweight or diets
2.I can always lie about my age to get low prices in certain places,you know places where ages 0-16 is free entry cuz they're not considered as adults haha!
3.My religion permits a man to marry more than one wife,now incase you havent noticed,I am the extremely jealous type *ina da bala'in kishi you have no idea*..so I don't really like the idea of sharing MY MAN with another woman,and I think most guys do this once their wives start to age like look older than their age,have wrinkles,or flapping boobs.When this happens ofcourse the guy will be like "Hmm she's aging too much and all that beauty no longer shows,so I'll marry a young and beautiful looking woman"..now the poor aging woman ta tashi aiki kenan ko me? *sigh*..Well the good thing is I dont have to worry about this issue too *hopefully* since I look way younger than my age..Lets just hope he doesnt find another reason to bring in another wife o,cuz there'll be fire on the mountain..Lemme share this with you guys here,yesterday I was this documentary called "True Islam" and there was this woman who signed an agreement with her man that once they get married,he cannot marry another woman,if he does,she the first wife automatically gets divorced..I'm just curious to know,is this Islamically accepted? If it is,then I no get matsala,or what dyu say? :D

Happy New year to y'all,I know today is the 15th buh dude,it's still January..Hope we get to acheive all what we want to this year,and become better people..and all that..err yea..Buh-Bye